The doctors and nurses said the whole process of getting the baby up and feeding/burping/changing and getting her back to sleep should take about a half hour. In what universe does that take a half hour?!? Getting her to wake up enough to try and nurse sometimes was a 45 minute process. I’d nurse her until she got frustrated with me (another 45 minutes) and then we’d give her a bottle. She’d drink another 80ml while I pumped out a couple drops. It always felt so counterproductive to be bottle feeding her while I sat next to her using a mechanical pump to try and get more milk out. It took two months to get my supply up to speed but we still supplemented until she went to solids. Of all the fears I had about having a kid, nursing was not on the list.
So, the banner ads are gone.
We never really liked them outside of the fact they helped pay the bills. However given current happenings, we’re super not comfortable with them anymore.
In our household we have started boycotting certain companies, and meanwhile I see these same hyper-corps living (relatively) rent-free next to our art. It just doesn’t sit right. Why pester you, our readers, to funnel more of your money into the hands of greedy oligarchs?
I tried blocking the companies from advertising on the site, and it actually worked, but there were just so many companies to block. Even if I blocked them all, ultimately some of the big tech companies would still be profiting greatly, giving them yet more money to wield against our collective interests.
So I just pulled the plug.
I was expecting to feel some great anxiety, but instead it was a great relief.
As for what’s next? We don’t know.
We might use the space to promote other things in the future, or nothing at all, but for now it’ll be a message of thanks(that some of you may already be familiar with).
Thank you for your support.
-obby